I don’t think anyone likes uncertainty.  Uncertainty makes me do desperate things at times.  Maybe it does for you to.  Even hanging out with God and trying to follow Him still brings a lot of uncertainty and makes me uneasy at times.  I have to confess I get a little nervous.  Regardless of how I feel, I know it doesn’t change God, how He sees me or how He feels about me.  Sometimes it is hard to view our life through our eyes and what is ahead when we just can’t see.

Life is a little uncertain for me.  I am looking for a job at a truly terrible time to be doing so.  Because of all my past, my experience has been people in the “church world” are a little hesitant to consider me, not to mention a lot of churches are really hurting right now financially.  

To quote the infamous Napoleon Dynamite, “Girls want guys with skills…nunchuck skills, bo skills…”, and companies want people with skills and sometimes it feels like I don’t have any to offer.  I am not a six sigma black belt, IT specialist, certified human resources person, a medical worker, or an accountant.  My leg is somewhat still in the rehab stage, so running around in “brown” assisting the UPS driver isn’t an option either.

Uncertain.  I am CERTAIN I am not the only one to deal with it.  I just wish it would pass.  Looking at a flat line on the horizon with nothing in site is…well…you can imagine.